August 30, 2011

30/8 a nice day

Last day, I spent my whole day with my buddy AYAka(I lost a day to study.goshh..argh)..We had a karaoke session @ CEO,Fahrenheit 88 for the first time and with her darling ! quite syok ! haha... actually we thought that would be only RM20 each person including enter fee and all the charges , but we were wrong ! They even charged the tidbits for RM 24 !! Okay. So totally RM29 for each of us..I think it was worth . because we could sing for about 4.1/2hours.We started at 2pm and finished at 6.30pm . Also we enjoyed the buffet and drinks . YA , buffet !! We took a lot of food and of course we did finish all .aha...

My Favourite red bean soup !

did I looked like希腊女人?

Acting cute ?

devil

My best friend AYA.

I like my dress so much♥  

stupid


Then , we made our ways home at 6 something . Aya kept asking me to go to her house .. finally , I said ''yes''  ! happy,right ? We took LRT home and then her mum came to fetch us ! that Isaac and his wife kept barking at me == scared me !

We discussed about the BM and BI novels,Interlok and Step by Wicked Step .. Who si Pak Musa?  Who is Perumal ?..Name me the 5 boys in the novel...and so forth !
Then , I played her Piano , told her my secrets and we shared something funny in our lives on her bed ...

I had a really pretty nice day with you both , the most hapyy day in this holiday !
It's the fifth day that I do not receive his message at all !!!

Bei

August 29, 2011

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我觉得我自己变得越蛮不讲理了.


还有,我对''cacat''这字眼很反感。超级无敌的反感 !....   :( driving me insane !

blue day



I do not know what is going wrong with me ! My life seems boring and boring.In fact ,I planned to have group study with buddy , but I cancelled it all of a sudden ! wtf..I AM A LAZY BUM ! Actually , I can explain why i did so . I did not want to see just both of them at home when other siblings are out for working or vacation .Last day , when I told my mum that I would go to my friend's house . Then she asked ''why ?'' You know what I answered her? I know it was a bit hurt ! I said ,because this home is so boring and I do not want to stay only with you two old people at home. Although I was just in kidding mood ..It hurts ,did it ? I know exactly how they miss us while we are not at their sides because last time when sista was not in Malaysia but Brunei , she said she missed her very much and I could see that tears started to well up from her eyes at that moment . They worry about us ..about anything . They do care a lot ! I felt really sorry !  Thus , I decided to stay at home . Baba and Mama ,I love you ♥ I'm sorry for being rude most of the time.I really didn't mean it !

Next , something make me like going hell..
This image could fully describe how I feel each of the minutes even second when I do not receive someone's message for the whole day ! I do love this picture so much ! I like the mixture of the sky and the girl who sitting there to hope for someone. 


and this ..look at his face and cheeks and of course the dog besides him . staring at him with that kind of face ..haha

this crying face..




 At last...








bei

* someone is replacing my place.maybe not d first place...heartbroken.you do not know how my tears are rolling down and wet my whole face .you wonder why I did these stupid things and keep asking why.I do not wanna tell you all these..let's time proves it.

August 28, 2011

suffering ? enjoying ?

Woo..holiday is just starting ! Everyone is in high spirit , plans to hang out with buddies , on Facebook as late as you want no matter how mum scold you and of coz , there is times to take a break !
Many people around me , they choose to travel either in Malaysia or abroad ! Why not ? Ya, of course if you got the ability to do so ..
There is SPM-Trial-Exam after this break . Thus , how do you expect me to relax ? huh..
How I wish if I could follow some trips with my sisters ! ok , I know I am dreaming ! goshhh..
I spend my times in these few days alone at home ! so sad..
Nonetheless, there will be another two persons with me at night . Papa & Mummy . hm..but sometimes they may go out to singk and leave me at home ! sudah biasa wad..

As saying goes,''If there is a will , then there is a way ''. I trust !
Put efforts to achieve your dreams or goals so that you will get what you want no matter how hard the challenges suffering you , torturing you , make you down , make you desperate and so forth ...at last , we can see a happy ending , right ? Yup , we must !

I'll try to get what I aim for it !

signing off.
pbei

August 23, 2011

這種生活

生活被書堆圍繞着


不斷復習

是的
那種 回到家
開啓電腦
追連續劇
上面子書 聊天
的日子
在這兩三個月將被終止
爲何?
因 大考要來啦 :( ? :) ?
每天
慌張 擔心 焦慮 的感覺 漸漸在心裏 沉澱
一天一天的增加 越積越厚
其實這是好事吧
大概再過百多天
我的生活 可説是 自由了
像鳥兒 可在廣闊無際的藍天 無憂無慮地飛行
無憂無慮?
hmm...
似乎 並不是
我的下一個目標 就是要修讀高三即Form6 我要!
身邊的朋友 家人 都問:''爲啥?''
原因嘛 就是
我還不想離開校園生活。
正確來説 ,是中學生涯。
那種穿着白衣藍校裙的日子
我並不想那麽快就沒了
所以 我堅決要修讀中六
而且 我希望成爲大學生
雖然現在外傳着 多數大學生都失業
但那又如何
我覺得 只要擁有能力 便能勝任任何合適的工作
當然 有機會的話 我盼望到外地深造
倘若 真的有機會。

但 現今 我有些許的苦惱
到底我該修讀那一課?
 我中四和中五都是修讀理科班
那麽 我應繼續?
真的不曉得
輔導老師 我需要幫忙!


最近
校園生活變得有些不同
說真的 這是一種心痛的改變
只要好好忍着 過了這幾個月
便會到了故事的最後
而明年就會有新的另一段
那時 再好好的維持 便okay啦!:)
感謝前段日子的依賴與陪伴。

還有還有
不忘提提 某人
一個我日夜繫念的人
就是你啦
希望你 去旅遊的當兒 得好好照顧自己
別在不熟悉的領土 病倒啊 :)
好嗎?

 
最後,
‘我要變漂亮’
哈哈



于 7.02 p.m. 23/8/11