blue day

I do not know what is going wrong with me ! My life seems boring and boring.In fact ,I planned to have group study with buddy , but I cancelled it all of a sudden ! wtf..I AM A LAZY BUM ! Actually , I can explain why i did so . I did not want to see just both of them at home when other siblings are out for working or vacation .Last day , when I told my mum that I would go to my friend's house . Then she asked ''why ?'' You know what I answered her? I know it was a bit hurt ! I said ,because this home is so boring and I do not want to stay only with you two old people at home. Although I was just in kidding mood ..It hurts ,did it ? I know exactly how they miss us while we are not at their sides because last time when sista was not in Malaysia but Brunei , she said she missed her very much and I could see that tears started to well up from her eyes at that moment . They worry about us ..about anything . They do care a lot ! I felt really sorry !  Thus , I decided to stay at home . Baba and Mama ,I love you ♥ I'm sorry for being rude most of the time.I really didn't mean it !

Next , something make me like going hell..

This image could fully describe how I feel each of the minutes even second when I do not receive someone's message for the whole day ! I do love this picture so much ! I like the mixture of the sky and the girl who sitting there to hope for someone. 

and this ..look at his face and cheeks and of course the dog besides him . staring at him with that kind of face ..haha

this crying face..

 At last...



bei

* someone is replacing my place.maybe not d first place...heartbroken.you do not know how my tears are rolling down and wet my whole face .you wonder why I did these stupid things and keep asking why.I do not wanna tell you all these..let's time proves it.